Frustration of Me!
semalam baru je kuar result SPM, yep.. aku mmg happy gak r ngan result 2 even x straight A's pn.. dari pagi sampai ke mlm sampai ke ari ni aku dapat ucapan congratz daripada org2.. thanks sgt2 kepada yang wish kat aku.. sayang korang sangat2.. n aku x lupe gak kepada yang x putus2 doa kat aku supaya berjaya..
tapi, 2 sume da x penting... aku still frust sesangat nie.. sebab ape aku frust?? sbb my parents did not appreciate all what i have got in SPM.. huhuhu.. igt senang ke nk skor byk 2.. penat siang malam study.. and what did i get from them?? nothing! not even a words of congratulation pn!
tambah2 agik, kene marah plak ngn dyeorg.. dyeorg kate frust sbd aku x dpt straight A's .. dyeorg frust sbb aku dpt A je for M3 n +M3.. igt senang ke??! huhuhu.aku da bertungkus lumus nk dpt 2 sume.. and what i got? nothing.. it seems like nothing happen to them n like just a nightmare.. so sad and dissapointed..
sori mama, sori papa.. i'm not the kid who you could ask for.. i'm not the best kid that you have.. so sorry.. bkn saye x nk care mama n papa ari ni.. just a lil bit frustrated ngn mama n papa..so sorry.. i know both of you have your own pllan for me, but i just don't get it.. so sorry..
satu lagik sye frust ngn mama n papa sbb mama n papa just ignore me after result nie..abg2 n akk n kwn2 n sepupu sume wish kat saye mama n papa.. but you?! not at all.. i know my results did not fullfill your goal but try to appreciate it just a little bit. maybe a small smile or even a words of CONGRATULATIONS is already can heal my feeling..
however.. mama n papa HARIZ MMG SAYANG MAM N PAPA.. JUST HARIZ FRUST JE.. bukan x nk lyn .. tapi a little frust from me.. harap mama n papa faham.. just give me a little space to think n do my own things...
MAMA N PAPA.. SYA MINTAK MAAF SANGAT2!!
