new life
day bay day i will be interrupted by strangers..
and those strangers sometimes make
me fall in love with them
i dunno why did it happened like that
enough with it..
sometimes it drive me crazy
sometimes it make me feel like dying
sometimes it make me change insane
sometimes it make me cry
sometimes it also make me laugh
sometimes it make me hurt
sometimes it make me stiff and numb
and i dunno why did it happened to me..
people always said
'cry if you wanna let out your feeling'
i have cried a lot..
and there are nothing better happened to me
sometimes it make me worsen
i hate this feeling
i hate it so damn much!
i still keep my mind thinking why did it happened
why must be at me.
why must it be so hurt
why must it be with an ample time
several times i said
maybe die is the best foe me
but there still have people who love me
for who i am.
love me with their heart
love me with love
not love me for their own good sake
maybe for others my feeling is just like toys
sometimes can be hold tight,
sometimes can be toss like trash
why did it happened to me??
WHY??
so bad, so sad..
and i think i wanna start a new life
life with a noble friends and family
life with people who really do love me
life with happiness
life with joyfulness
life with smile and laugh
life with in the morning people saying 'hi' to me
life with no or less sin
and the first step that i took to begin a new life is,
deactivate my Facebook account,
it is the source of my heart breaker
here i learn what the fake love is!
here i learn that people is unreliable
here i learn people are PLASTIC!
bye2 my old life..
u did hurt me a lot..
sorry coz i have to leave you go..
so let me go peacefully..
LET ME GO~
and maybe this images may show how much
i do want to start and begin a new life
a brighter and better life..