exam fever.
in the name of Allah, the most gracious the most merciful
okay, really awkward starting, but it doesn't mean that it is wrong right? and it does make this post more gorgeous,start with the God name, and Basmallah.seriously, this moment i feel like there is a burden that overwhelmed me hardly on my head pressing me towards the earth, buried alive and die. Ya Allah, i'm so nervous with this exam, the 'cuak'-ness is really killing me. it drowned me badly, dying with butterfly in my stomach
okay, stop with this ridiculous nonsense craps things, but i tremendously stress with this exam, the module 2 and module 3 mid term exam, and seniors always said
'this module is the toughest one!'
'you need to concentrate more on this module'
'most of the seniors are stuck at both of this module'
hell yeah! this really make me more nervous to face this exam! this saturday and monday will be that exam! Oh my God, how come i didn't realise earlier that Exam is something that really hard, much harder than pretending to be a girl-okay, just a silly comparison! LOL!
but i know, i will try my best, all my effort will be paid off if i do the exam well, Allah knows the best for His slave, he won''t burden His slave because He do have mercy! Yeah! i know it, plus minus, this year system, there will no more carry paper to the next year, so those who didn't passed this exam won't able to have their summer vacation and will forever stuck in the module and the first year life! damn it, so harsh thing for someone who still newbie in Medical studies like me. and this do make me feel more nervous day by day, furthermore, when there is no summer vacation for those who failed means they won't able to return to Malaysia! OMG! how come! Momma, i need to pass all the exam! wanna meet mama and papa, abang, kakak, adik, nenek, sepupu and pak sedara n mak sedara.. T.T
there still million things to be read now, but i'm still updating this blog, facebook status, tweeting and those that are in the same boat as them. Ya Allah, this killing me! this exam just 3 days away, and i need to revise 2 thick biochem, histology, physiology, anatomy book! OMG! why?! why?! why?! okay, Hariz calm down, i know you can do it, remember you SPM, PMR , UPSR and other exam, da pray to god, tawakal after done with your effort, at the end of the day, Allah will pay for all those sacrifice, He is the most Merciful! :)
Amin.. need this strength to face the two paper next week and plus, the exam is truly in a really short time, 35 minutes and 50 minutes for each paper! yeah! awesome decision for newbie like us right?! okay, won't deny the capability of Alexandria University authorities, they did all of this for a reason- for student excellence! if not, students will drowned with happiness that make students forget about studies, okay, again i'm talking nonsense.. neglect this ridiculous thing okay?! :)
and i swear right after exam this Monday i want to hang out at the Mall till night! yeah! release my tension and doing my hobby-shopping, shopping and shopping! Yeaaahhhh!! need that gorgeous ZARA coat, and Carolina Harerra perfume, my dream since i'm in Malaysia! yeah! and my target next Monday might be over thousand Pound! damn, really shopaholic! let it be, just this can make my tension decrease in amount, or else it will make me more 'cuak' more than before. silly right? HAHAHA. :D
and the final exam for the first SEM will come in 1 month come, hell yeah! so around the corner! how could i survive like this? face the book everyday, and face also the Facebook! HAHAH. kinda idiot talking like this. neglect it, and all the thing that i need to do now is STUDY! STUDY! and STUDY!
okay, just here i can write about nonsense thing about my awesome life, HAHAH. okay, good bye. :)