when stupidity comes, everything going upside down
happiness comes for people who have mind, use mind to think, use mind to make a decision, yeah, so true and
there is nothing can even deny it. sometimes, i make decision without using mind, decision without mind.
English men always say, look before you leap, or else something worst might be happen.i am totally agree with
the saying. and now, looking at myself, doing several thing without thinking it properly, without thinking the
consequences, without thinking the effect to others, and even to myself. and now, i do regret it all. All those
decision without thinking properly making me misery, stupid me, stupid me, stupid me. however, all those
regret no longer useful and plus, being such a mess to myself, but still must be think about or the same
mistakes would be happened. by letting you go is the worst decision i have ever made. cheating on you also the
worst thing ever! you are the kindest person i have ever know. your concern to me do make me melt, but i did
not see how much you have sacrificed for me. i cannot see by my bare eyes and now, i am doing a stupid
things. the thing that i will regret for the rest of my life. if i have the ability to turn back the time, i will take a
really good care for you and never let you go. stay by your side, but it can never happen. i will just remain a
dream, dream that never come true for the rest of my life. others always said, "hey you, being stupid is
unnecessarily mean that you are dumb and having no mind to think for", yeah, i do agree for some times, but i
know, i have no mind to think properly, to make a superior decision. too stupid for someone like me. ah, let it
pass by,let it flow with the time. let the time drown it and will not ever float in my heart. my mind again. yeah,
i hope so, but truly, it will remain as a scar and wound, the wound that will forever stick at the heart due to my
own stupidity. if i have chance, i will knee myself in front of you. begging for you forgiveness, seeking for
places that i can stay back in you heart that full of loves and cares. and now, at the end of the day, i will be the
one who suffer a lot, who regret a lot, who stupid a lot. this moment, it is has come to an end, no more you in
me, and no more me in you. I'm sorry for the stupidity and dumbness that i have made. pretending to be happy
and like nothing happen is the only solutions for all of this, let me the one who must face all those suffers,
starve with love and care from you.
p/s :sorry, no salam or a better indtorduction for this post.