“Love last till we break up, but friends last forever”

Beautiful words that give million meaning behind it, but for me, I do not agree most of the words till something happen for me and the only hope for me is friends. Someone that being beside me, through my thick and thin, through my up and my down.

Yeah, I really agree with the phrase now, stupid me for not believing it earlier, and I regret it for being too stupid. The day I broke up with you has made my eyes open wider, and appreciate the value of friends. The hair saloon is my witness that night, being the witness of true friendship. Yeah, you left me for someone else while I was in a saloon, the night before my final semester examination. You left me drown by the times, crying hopelessly like a baby.

But, there is always silver lining in every cloud, I am so glad having a best friend. The one that holds me when I fall down. The one that walk besides me when I need help. The one that shows smiles when I am crying. That night really meaningful for me. I have never told my love story, my broke up story to my friends even my best friends except him. He advised me, convinced me so that I would not do something stupid. He was there when I almost cry. He wiped out all my numbness that night.

Thanks God for giving me him. I am being so grateful to have him in my life as my friend, as a best friend! I do not know what will happen when he was not there that night. I might do something ridiculous, something out of mind. But now, there is no more tears will ever let out from my eyes, he wipes them all.

As a reply, I will never count on everything that he already done to me, or will do to me because he has done a lot for me. I remember his words that night “ you are lucky enough because you just lost someone that does not even love you, but that person is unlucky because has lost someone that has love him/her with all his heart”. Hearing that words really made me relieve, I realize, he is right. I have to move on. No more past that will hunt me, just craving for the brighter future.

I do not know what else I can give to him. He has done too much for me, too much. For his birthday this year, I want to give him something special, but I do not know how and what can I give him. I will not tell it here because he might know, and it will not call as surprise right?

Both of us share everything, he may use my stuff and so do me. He may eat everything that he wants from me; he may get everything from me. I feel so easy when he besides me, feeling like a copy of myself appear right in front of me.

He also will tell me everything that he wants to me. Yeah, maybe he will not call me as his best friend because he already have one, the one from his secondary school, but for me, having him alone as a best friend is already enough to occupy my heart compare with millions of partner that at the end of the day just breaking my heart, breaking into pieces.  

Buddy, I might now be a great friend for you. I might not give everything that you want for. I might not come to your place like your other friends always do; I might not drive you here and there like your other friends always do, I might not give you sweater, present like your others best friends did, I just can give you a pray. A pray that you will live a happy life, be a good man, son and friend.

I know, this writing might not mean anything for you, but for me, it does mean a lot.

I think better I call it off now, I will forever pray for your life. I love you buddy!