ALL OF THESE ARE THE NOTES FROM MY HEART


do you know that, the first thing that i do
upon opening my eyes in the morning is
checking my phone whether you texting me or not...


but it seems useless,
there is no messages from you for me...
but, i know that you are busy..


do you know that everyday,
when i'm log in my Facebook account,
millions times i visited your profile,
just to see your gorgeous face


and i hope you will do the same,
but i won't force you to do it...


do you know that everyday,
i'm keep thinking of you..
millions of questions started to grow in my mind.


i keep asking the same questions over and over
how's your day??
how are you??
do you healthy or not?
do you miss me or not??
have you taken your breakfast, lunch and dinner??


and those question seem so simple for you,
but for me
they meant a lot!


do you know that,
when you just keeping your mouth from talking,
it make me really scare and curious,
it make me keeping asking the same questions
what is my fault for today??
what's not right today?


and sometimes,
your silence do kill my feeling...
i really scare to lose you...
so sorry if i admit it here.


do you know that,
when the most powerful words which is
"I LOVE YOU"
is produce from my  mouth,
it do real,
i really meant that words..
and i do hope that you also feel the same as me.


do you know that,
when you scolded me,
i just confront it as a test,
as a test for our love,
and i never wanted to scold you back,
because you mean a lot for me.


do you know that,
the first time we ever talked,
your voice have already
shake my heart,
and i know that
you deserve to get a space in my lonely heart...


and i tremendously hope that you do feel the same,




do you know that,
whenever you make me cry,
i just said that is only a joke from you,
you just wanted to play with it..


i think there is no more reason why i still need to write more,
i hope when you read this
you will feel something


and i write this,
 not just wanted to get your atention,
i write this because i really LOVE you..
and i do want to spent my whole life with you...
and i really do want it!