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  • Miss my Childhood.
    watching kids in the streets make me thinking, make me recall all my past memory. those memories that may remain forever in my mind. the sweetest time of the whole life-the primary school and secondary school life. the life of where doing everything is not wrong! :(




    yeah, those times is the most gorgeous one. doing this and that. the time when there is no responsible to hold for. hell yeah! the time flies so quickly, in the nick of time i'm already 18 years old. the time passed by like there is no mercy! damn.




    i miss the time when i'm cycling to school for extra curriculum activity, practising for choir, practising for nasyeed, practising for drama,  attending for extra classes. miss the time when i spend with my buddy. miss the time where i hang out with my friends, doing study group, discuss for study. discuss for a school project. damn! wanna make me cry now! :'(




    i still remember when i was in the first year of primary school, i was in the class where the class teacher is my own mother! miss that moment! during that year, i was selected to be the class monitor, and my best friend  since i'm in kindergarten is the same class with me. the moment when i'm doing the homework with friends and learning to read, calculate, write and others! arghhh, fucking missed those moment!






    and when i'm growing up, being the senior in the primary school,being the six year students, i missed the time when all teacher knew who am i, knowing me as the most quite students in the class. miss the time when my class teacher sent me home by his car. miss to do 100 mathematics questions per day. miss to do short english essay. miss to attend the late night class.miss the time when i was announced to be the selected students whom got 5A's in UPSR examination.. :(




    and i still remember when i started to enter the secondary school i got my school offer from throughout my state. MRSM, federal school, religious school, and i chose religious school at that time. because in my mind i wanna be a good students, students with a religion background, but sorry, i'm still didn't achieve that state. still ordinary student or in a true way, much more JAHAT that others expected!






    okay, just forget it, the memory of being a secondary students also never fade from my mind because they were just too awesome,too marvellous and too meaningful for me! the memory when i got a adopt brother and sister, the moment when everyday somebody would give something special, the moment when there were thousands admirer letter in my class table. okay, if i talk longer about this people will say something not nice. better stop here for the memoir. 




    me too missed the moment when i won all the public speaking contest that i participated, the quizzes that i'm join, the debate competition that i'm involve in! the moment when my face appeared in TV3 for SIR contest! hell, fucking miss those moment!




    miss also the moment when i took my PMR result, my face do also appear in most of the national newspaper! Ya Allah, so sad to be remembered for. :'( i also miss the time when i went to school for SPM examination and everybody seemed to shock that i din't get straight A's for the SPM, meanwhile i just score 10A's and a B. yeah! i miss the moment when the whole school hall shock, their face were just too awesome, their face expression is just too fabulous! HAHAHAHA. okay, forget. i'm getting crazy now..






    and look at me now, no longer a school student. no longer wearing the school uniform, no longer hooked by the school rules and regulations, no longer have to wait for mama n papa to pick me up from school, no longer have to bring tonnes textbook everyday! so miss that moment! the time when i am on top of my lifetime! 




    okay, i won't write longer, this make me sad, just to miss the moment of MY CHILDHOOD! :(






    *sorry for the harsh words that i'm used in writing this stuff, i'm used to be in this situation. so damn sorry!