sick and i hate it
okay, staring at my hand watch, it's exactly shows 10.00 p.m. still early to be slept for. but i have too. my head is too hurt, headache maybe. flu , cough and slightly fever do attack me in the same time. OMG! i'm tired. i'm sick. i can't stand with this condition if it is last longer than i expect. plus, now, the winter season. fever, flu and sore throat will take time to heal and fully recover.i'm still trying to make my eyes close. to take some sleep. to let me flow in my own deep slumber, so that when i wake up tomorrow, everything will recover and i can do my daily routine like usual. My Lord, please, i'm begging. plus tomorrow lecture is longer than usual, till 6.00p.m. and it is already night and the time is almost isyak when the last class is finished. so, i need more strength to face the tomorrow obstacles-maybe! :P
i have try everything to make my eyes close. but they all seems useless, nothing change. my eyes still hard to be closed for. oppsss, i forget to thanks Acap for the cadburry that he already given me just now! you are the best friends of me. always know that chocolate is the best accompany for me during any bad situation. plus, Acap also gave me some coffee. okay, now i know the reason why i can't sleep now. THE COFFEE!
okay, forget about the coffee. know i want to blabbering about what are the reason of we sick, fever, or something similar to that words. according to my previous teacher, when we sick or SAKIT , actually, God wanna test us. how strong can me face those test. but i seem to fail those test from the beginning! damn me! urghhh..and every times we sick, our sin that we have made before will disappear-according to my ustaz lah.... so, i won't condemn a lot about my sickness now. because i know, there will forever be the reason for everything that Allah has made! am i good enough now?? HAHAH.. :)
okay, i'm start to fooling around, okay. looking at all my roomates, sleeping so soundly making me so jealous, how come they sleep that easy? they also drank Acap coffee just now! this is unfair! HUH! i wanna sleep now! but i can't.. pity me.. :(
okay, the one that accompany me now is my twitter account.. the best friends of me during loneliness and boredom. HAHA. sounds cliché right? just forget about it, plus twitter also kinda boring at this time. my friends already sleep because Malaysia already 4.00 a.m. who the hell will still awake right? so, the next best friend of me is this blog. love you so much blog! xoxo! HAHA. yeah! i do love my blog so damn fucking yeah much! because why? because all the decoration in this blog is made by me, myself! yeah! i know, it looks ugly, but at least i'm using my own effort! :P ( the only way to persuade myself) HAHAH. kinda silly. yeah, blog is the only place for me to express my self, to let my emotional writing let out other than telling my bosom buddy Acap! hehehe.
okay, i think i am too much apart from my title, damn me! haha. just let it be. i will write what ever i wanna write. as long as it is not offensive or jerk or sounds silly.. okay then. night everybody. need much effort to let my eyes close! GOODNOGHT! :D <3 love you all..